Friday, October 19, 2007

Outreach

I've been mulling over the major things in my life. X seems so distant, but I don't know, it could be me. Whatever, whenever, I love him, and I have to admit that I've never had as much fun as with him. On the whole I think that is mutual, but he has this way of manipulating people that can be really unhealthy and force you into unknown patterns. In fact I think he is quite persistent in that. yada yada unconsciously not realize controlling scary angry lonely powerless. Still love him and need him though. For me this is for real.

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